Stupid OPKs and their lines.
Cycle day 17. Today I'm about...60% on my test line. Absolutely not positive. Lighter than yesterday.
So much doubt. Don't want to have missed this month. If this doesn't work next month I'm going to ask for blood testing/monitoring because clearly I am not doing this well enough on my own...and really, with the blood testing being $150 and the pee sticks being $40 it's really not THAT much of a difference.
I wish I had used the fertility monitor this month, but I didn't for assorted reasons, most importantly that I forgot to start the monitor on the first day of my period. Bad decision.